sad, angry, upset, a little down, pick one and roll with it.

So, yesterday I had a seizure aura and an anxiety attack. When I wasn't having problems from the seizure aura I was shivering from the panic and anxiety. Thought I was gonna throw up most of the day as both bring on the need to hurl. Well, today I am not feeling much better, but I have decided that I can not return to work next week. It is not something that can happen with my current mental state. I am just not ready. Mentally, or emotionally. The idea of it makes me panic. I don't know what I will do in the mean time. I just don't know what is going to happen but it doesn't look good.